So, last year, sometime during the month of may, I began drawing. I made it "My Hobby". I want to learn how to draw. I have slowly,, slowly improved. Looking back on it though, I think I talk more about drawing than practicing. I should practice more.
What else has happened? Well, I've been making bentos! They are really embarrassing and not so good looking, but at least I have started my cooking journey. I want to be a good wife for my husband and a good mother for my children. Wish me luck~!
I have set up and I am currently an active member of the BC's online who are looking for a spouse. I am usually approached about twice a month. I want to get better pictures of myself and perfect my bio, so I can really put my best foot forward and start approaching boys myself!
I want a husband who is Japanese. I have been dealt enough bs in my life that I hardly feel the need to defend why I want this, I grew up surrounded by kids who are Japanese. I am not. I have always had crushes on Asian boys, before I understood what a crush was. Now at the age of 21, I want to be able to say with certainty that this is what I want. I don't need to worry about any sort of judgement form other church members. All of my half/full Japanese friends are marrying Japanese members anyways. Why should it matter if I do the same??
What is hard for me though, is the competition! These Japanese girls are biologically smaller and more petite then I am! It's rough! I am almost as manly as a Japanese man!! I really have to try hard to be feminine!! Lord help me!!
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