Bee po bee po

Today I only had 1 class and I finished my homework in a couple of hours!~ I feel sooo free~~ it feels so good to get back online again and just do what I used to (when I had time).
The weather has actually been amazing recently!! Like 77°!!! It's been wonderful, but I'm afraid I've been so busy that I've had no time to enjoy it. Today, however, I did have time so I chilled out on our patio couch and took a nap. I was having a really weird scary dream, and I always write down my dreams, but this one was a continuation of another dream and it was just too complicated. I wish I could remember it now!
I don't have as many dreams as I did 2015/2016, but I think it's still much more often than when other people talk about their dreams. Actually there's been quite a few incidents recently where I completely confuse what happened in a dream and what actually happened. I can't stop daydreaming either!! I love it but also it's made me dumb since I've never paid any attention at all ever in class. I finish my homework and on the quiz the next day it's like my brain has thrown all the information away!! I remember absolutely nothing and I just stare at the problem like "what on earth is it asking of me I've never seen these symbols"!!
On a serious note, while life has been pretty good lately (other than my math class which I'm terribly failing), I feel lonely ): it seems like everyone has friends, and I've forgotten what it's like to hang out with people. What are you supposed to do? Do you just sit and talk? Are you supposed to put on a movie? I try to remember what I did with my friends in LA, and I think it's maybe too childish to do any of that now, but I have nothing else to go off of!! Anyways, I just really miss the feeling of having friends. I forgot about it and learned to detach myself from the feeling a while ago, but the other day I was people watching at my school and I saw some girls all sitting together talking. Why am I so unable to do that? When I see my LA friends at this church camp that comes around once a year, I am incredibly nervous, and sometimes I am too overwhelmed when I get to be a part of hanging out with people that I have to excuse myself to the bathroom to cry for a quick second. One time, I forgot who with, but within the last year or 2, I was hanging out with some church kids in my area and I cried a little when we were in the car all together. It's such a good feeling to have friends!!
I remember now what else triggered me wanting to have friends!! On Snapchat someone posted a video of him and all his friends and sisters friends hiding in a van with a birthday cake (it was a surprise for his sister who was getting picked up from school), and when the sister went to the van they all surprised her and sang her happy birthday. I think I would die!!! I don't think I've ever had that many friends, but even 1 person would be enough at this point.
My birthday is on the 23rd and I have no one to celebrate it with ): maybe I could invite some people, and make friends like that? I want to, but I really truly don't think I'm entertaining enough. Maybe if I invite enough people they can just talk to each other? But then I won't be making friends. Idk, I'll probably just bike somewhere and eat ice cream while I stare at the sky/mountains. They're very pretty here.