Friday, December 23, 2016

Animal crackers in my soup

I was feeling a bit empty again but then I looked over on my desk I have my Christmas presents that I'm going to give to my church friends on Sunday and thinking about that made me feel a bit better.

As for my school friends, we have a group chat and they talk a lot but I only drop in occasionally when there's a chance to make a joke. Last week one of the dudes got dumped to he was telling us that the girl said that "it was too fast and she wasn't ready for such a serious relationship" and something like she dates while thinking of marriage. In my head I was thinkin like damn that's right girl but my friends in the group chat got upset over her, calling her a "prude virgin" and other rude things. I was quite offended as they know I'm a virgin because of my religious beliefs and they know about how I'm going to get matched and everything.
However, it did make me expand more on the thought that we all live in entirely different worlds. I once heard somewhere that everyone is different, as we are to the world. Through our experiences and how we were raised we've all developed different ways of accepting and receiving love, different senses of humor, different outlooks on life and our own futures. Finding someone who syncs with you is very rare, and I'm grateful to have a friend who is, for the most part, on the same page as me. We actually have veerryy different opinions and we often get into small arguments, but we perceive much of the world similarly, so we can understand one another.
Also I'm very upset at my school friends. We have such different points of views on the world, and I find that my view differs from theirs a great deal because of my religion. I was hurt that they degraded this girl to be just a "prude virgin", and I find it just so strange because I view them as people who have very weak self discipline  and little moral standing that they fuck whoever they want like a bunch of animals. This of course I'd never tell them because I know that they don't see the world like I do and wouldn't understand me, so of course I'm hurt when they say something that to them may be true but to me is really morally trashy.
Only ever having 1 partner is such a beautiful thing and I think it's asinine that the world is so ass backwards and horny that it's become completely socially acceptable and actually the norm to have been in multiple relationships.

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